So Monday I had jury duty. I sat there until 9:30 and then told them that my son gets home from school at 3 and I didn’t want to risk not being there. They excused me and I went home and organized the past 4 months of papers as well as laundry and other basic cleaning.
Yesterday I had the Morena appointment. After waiting an hour to get in the correct room, he used the clamps and other equipment and made me bleed like crazy and HURT until he finally says that my cervix is too small. Why the hell did you keep hurting me then??? So they said that I could go on the pill (again! What dumbasses!), keep getting the depo shot, or get this thing stuck in my arm that would last 3 years but I would still have my cycle. Screw that! I guess I’ll just stick with the damn shot every 3 months.
Today, I am sitting at a food pantry place trying to get food with my gay boyfriend. I emptied my freezer last night so I have some food to cook tonight and ate fish for dinner (that I promptly threw back up). I’m hoping this place gives me real food and not the weird food that the other place gave me in January. I basically shared that stuff with my broke elderly neighbors, the stuff I wouldn’t eat anyway, which was most of it. He told them he was homeless but I know they will give him something to help, might even give him money. I just need food, not trying to get financial help. I hope this doesn’t take long since I have to be at work at 1.
Tomorrow Little Man has his allergy shot (thank God for Medicaid) and I’ll pick up his prescriptions as well. Plus my arthritic friend is getting her car worked on near my house and wants to hang out while she waits. So she’s coming with me to take him to his appointment and then I have to work again.
Friday I’m supposed to have a mammogram for the first time. They can’t tell me if it’s free yet either so who knows if I’ll get it done or not. I don’t want to, I know I’m supposed to though.
So on top of this crazy week, ex boyfriend emails me last night since he couldn’t get through on the phone (I blocked him). He said me breaking up was all about money! That just pissed me off and I couldn’t sleep so at midnight I finally emailed him back this LONG email letting him know exactly why I dumped him and why I didn’t want him back. I showed it to my BFF (Kansas), and she said that she shouldn’t have told me to read his email. It’s not her fault. I wanted to see the excuses he made. Well, I seriously don’t think I ever have to worry about him again. Can the drama be over now? I hate drama! It’s over, deal with it.
Damn! Gay boyfriend already got called back and I’m still sitting here. This sucks. We were here really early and these 3 black women forced their way in front of us. Shouldn’t surprise me in this area but it did. I guess I’ll just sit and be bored and hopefully not be here half the day! Hugs!
